Bakery Day 29: I quit

The ups are nice but the downs are terrible.

Today we had four customers, I do not need to see the numbers to know how bad the money is. I also had another customer come in and complain about the bread so I said I was sorry and gave her money back and apologized many times. She will not return I am sure. There are others who do not return as well.

In the afternoon I went home to rejuvenate and mentally prepare myself to make croissants. I went back to the bakery and started to work, with optimism. Forty-five minutes in to the work and the butter melted into the dough again and the doing was ruined. I tried everything to keep it cool in there and nothing worked... nothing .. so the dough found a home in the can.

I managed to make Mallorca style empanadas, well at least the design. Inside I just put peppers, onions, and mushrooms. (No photo sorry).

The brigh news is sandy made a batch of raspberry muffins and they are more beautiful than all of the ones I have made in the past. This is how they looked after I had two bites ... yummy!

I hope tomorrow will be a better day. I can see that I have no solid plans with my work and everything is suffering. I like to keep trying new things and some seem to work, like the brioche. But really, I just wanna quit and run away.

thank you for reading

#doeverythingwithlove

Comments

Closing in on ten months

And what a journey it has become!!! I don’t know what to say or where to direct my energy in this blog entry. Some of the content is a repeat of what I’ve said many times and some maybe different. The bakery continues to struggle to meet the ends and while there are more customers it does not seem to change many of the outcomes. I spend time looking at the costs versus the income and I see little in terms of gaps that can be tightened. Really... I want to give up! I want to close the doors and never look back. We were closed last week for multiple reasons, including the installation of an air conditioner. I felt it was absolutely necessary to have colder air when it starts getting hot outside. We were also supposed to do a festival on Sunday, but when I found out it was more about marketing than making money I decided against it. Yes, marketing would help, but I would have had to buy a table and then invest in the foods with my fingers crossed that I would sell everything. So, such is...

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