Skip to main content

Bakery Day 68: feeling the effects

Today is a holiday in Spain.. I think it is a bank holiday. To be honest, it seems like Spain is full of holidays, some regional, some local, and some national. Any reason to have a day off is a _______________________ (fill in the blank).

At the bakery this morning I worked hard for about 4 hours and then I felt burned out. On top of that, I ran out of fresh yeast which means I would only be able to make breads with dry yeast which is not happening. So, I decided to go to the store... Remember what I said a moment ago? Today is a holiday so the stores are closed. Or are they? I had to drive nearly to Palma but I went to the big store for businesses which was open and then to another large market which is probably open Christmas day.  In the first, it was empty and really relaxing, in the second, I lasted about 15 minutes and had to go, it was just too jammed with people.

With that said, this morning I made cinnamon rolls with brioche dough and they turned out amazing. In fact, a man who came and donated dog food for those animals who are suffering from the floods, has ordered 12 of them plus two loaves of cinnamon raisin bread for tomorrow morning.

Tonight we are closed. Because we are so tired and it being a holiday, it seemed like an ok thing to do.  I think we will be closed every Thursday evening going forward too. We have almost no customers who ever come and in the end, it probably costs us money because of the electric alone that we consume during those three hours.  I really want to give this some thought, but I think it is a good idea (for now). Also, for Friday and Saturday nights, we may change the evening hours from 7-9+. No one comes until the tapas is ready, and many stay until 10:30 or more. This will give us 5 hours between shifts to make the tapas and relax a little bit, which is very important.

I tell you all this and yet I feel worried inside that I sound like I am lazy or do not want to work. To be honest, some days I am not feeling happy with baking. I love baking, do not get me wrong, but it is hard day in and day out to work so hard and see no customers come in. I believe deep inside that if we continue to work hard we will grow, but I also believe we must take care of ourselves and have a rest from time to time to ensure we are able to smile while at the bakery completely.

In closing, my friend who owns the pastry shop bakery in Barcelona asked me to make a short video about him for when he is teaching at the university, to let his students see what people think from an outside perspective. So, I made one for him today and I share it here with you. I have not made a video in about 16 months and quickly realized how much I miss them.  I hope you enjoy it and thank you so much for watching.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Rwia2imDUE



 

 

 

#doeverythingwithlove

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Closing in on ten months

And what a journey it has become!!! I don’t know what to say or where to direct my energy in this blog entry. Some of the content is a repeat of what I’ve said many times and some maybe different. The bakery continues to struggle to meet the ends and while there are more customers it does not seem to change many of the outcomes. I spend time looking at the costs versus the income and I see little in terms of gaps that can be tightened. Really... I want to give up! I want to close the doors and never look back. We were closed last week for multiple reasons, including the installation of an air conditioner. I felt it was absolutely necessary to have colder air when it starts getting hot outside. We were also supposed to do a festival on Sunday, but when I found out it was more about marketing than making money I decided against it. Yes, marketing would help, but I would have had to buy a table and then invest in the foods with my fingers crossed that I would sell everything. So, such is...

Bakery Day 19: Working smarter, not easier

Today I have been feeling extra sick. As I am writing this I am wet from perspiration, and weak. I knew this morning when I got up that I had to think smartly about the work I did today. I also knew, that I needed to focus my energy in a perfect way so that I do not weaken myself more. As with each morning, I start out with making white bread, 5kg of flour, 3500 of water, 100g salt, 120+g fresh starter, and 750g of masa madre (starter, sour dough starter)... while this is mixing I already have the croissants out of the refrigerator getting to room temperature and starting to rise and the oven is on. Funny thing about the croissants... two days in a row I forgot to glaze them before I started baking them. This is making me crazy that I keep forgetting this. I also had a small problem with the dough last night, the butter came through the dough two times. I really must find a way to focus more. Eugeni told me to get my dough to 5mm... wow.. i need a perfect temperature for this to happen...

Bakery Day 69: lots of baking

I was up early this morning so I went to the bakery just after five. Let me premise this by saying, when I get to the bakery I wash my hands and immediately start the first bread in the mixer. When I opened the refrigerator to gather the needed things (masa madre, fresh yeast, and cold water) I was treated to a surprise of a pitcher of soya milk and a few other things falling out. The milk went all over me and made a mess of the floor. Not my favorite start to the day! Once I got the mess in order, I moved on to baking: i made white breads, raisin breads, integral breads, a double order of brioche cinnamon rolls with icing. I made croissants, and the focaccia. By this time the cinnamon rolls sold out so I needed to make another bath of them.  After some cleaning I then started on the tapas for this evening. First I baked crostini’s and then I made a puff pastry. After this I did some cooking to prepare. I made a garlic and spinach, a walnut pate to be served on the crostini with olives...