Today was a great day at the bakery. We sold out of just about everything we baked except cookies. THAT was lovely. We also made a lot more money than we have ever made on a Sunday. That is also good news. And, many people sat at our tables....
With that said, this was possible because it is a festival. I wish every Sunday could be like this and every single day for that matter, but I know it is not possible. So, I will take them while I can for sure <3
Not much more to talk about on that topic
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There are still many many problems as a result of the many hours worked by both of us, and the fighting only gets worse, never better. Now, I feel there is resentment on both sides about stupid things that do not matter, and no matter how many times we start over, it happens again and again. The good news is I am now able to recognize when my mood shifts and I do my best to just say nothing at all to avoid further problems. In an hour or two I completely forget about it and move on and feel better. The bad news, there are plenty of other times when things blow up too fast, too deep before any action can be taken. Meaning, we get in to a huge argument without being able to calmly get past it. Sometimes it happens just as customers are coming or going, which is the absolute worst moment, of course.
Right now, I say no more on the topic. We are both suffering from fatigue, mostly mental. We find no time for peace and tranquility and not much seems to change. It is like we are both stuck in an odd way. We love the bakery and what we are doing, but at the same time, our feelings are like a tornado.
Thank you for reading today's post. Remember, tomorrow we are closed so I will not make a posting.
#doeverythingwithlove
With that said, this was possible because it is a festival. I wish every Sunday could be like this and every single day for that matter, but I know it is not possible. So, I will take them while I can for sure <3
Not much more to talk about on that topic
...
There are still many many problems as a result of the many hours worked by both of us, and the fighting only gets worse, never better. Now, I feel there is resentment on both sides about stupid things that do not matter, and no matter how many times we start over, it happens again and again. The good news is I am now able to recognize when my mood shifts and I do my best to just say nothing at all to avoid further problems. In an hour or two I completely forget about it and move on and feel better. The bad news, there are plenty of other times when things blow up too fast, too deep before any action can be taken. Meaning, we get in to a huge argument without being able to calmly get past it. Sometimes it happens just as customers are coming or going, which is the absolute worst moment, of course.
Right now, I say no more on the topic. We are both suffering from fatigue, mostly mental. We find no time for peace and tranquility and not much seems to change. It is like we are both stuck in an odd way. We love the bakery and what we are doing, but at the same time, our feelings are like a tornado.
Thank you for reading today's post. Remember, tomorrow we are closed so I will not make a posting.
#doeverythingwithlove
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